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home is so far from nowhere   
09:57pm 03/04/2005
 
mood: calm
music: Jimmy Eat World-Work
Hey,
ok well im about to say goodbye to this thing forver. Im gettin sick of it, noone reads it, i dont do anything with it, and its a piece of shit anyway. So ya this has been a great week tho. got my license. ran a red light already. didnt get caught tho, on account of my speeding. but ya ive been hangin out with people everyday and its been fun. I missed hangin out with those people who went to florida. but they were havin a good time.

so ok cool this will be it. Check out my myspace. ill just use that from now on. take it easy keep cool and paint the sky black
J_IX
 
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two steps back one step forward...   
12:56am 24/03/2005
 
mood: tired
music: Rise Against-Give it All

Hey, wow today has been a long day. And it really shouldnt feel like it but it has. We got out half day, but it still took forever. I went to track and didnt get home till 430 so it was almost like a normal day. I basically came home and crashed. I just went to sleep. Then i woke up at 1030 and watched the simpsons, and talked with kat from myspace(very sexy i may add). That's been my day. I took a king test today, and an igoe test. both were pretty easy even tho i prolly failed both of them, cause thats just my luck lately.

 Im soo happy to be on break already. Im doin nothing but eating sleeping and hanging out. And then next week ill have to start going to track and stuff, but im also gonna be getting my license too. Yup life is good. Today at track we did these ab work out things and they hurt pretty bad, but then they felt pretty good. Im goin for a 6 pack, even tho that will never happen either. I like eating a little too much to make the sacrafice for that.

The band has been going amazing! We practiced yesterday, and made some big pregress. Captain Planet is a sucess, and we r already working on a couple more songs from before and a new one too. Summer Sidewalk series this summer will be great. I was surprised by how many bands actually wanted to play. And when i heard that Every Avenue may want to come join us that completely blew me away. well, im tired again. Gonna maybe play some halo then go to bed. Ill try to update this bad jackson more often. Lifes just been kinda hectic lately.

Peace out,
J_IX

P.S. The new band with Kevin J and his band looks like it could work out. Zac stole a camera from the Tech room and this whole break we r going to tape a bunch of shit and put it together, and see how it looks.

<lol wat?

 
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dying is what gets me closer to u   
03:31pm 18/03/2005
 
mood: sick...ya right;)
music: Hot hot heat-talk to me dance with me

so yah hey hows it goin?

today has been a funky day. I faked sick today so that i wouldnt have to go to school. we have like 3 tests today that i wasnt ready for at all. In igoe we had some prayer and a bunch of vocab before that i have never heard of, in bio we had a test on some shaky stuff, and in spanish we had a quiz on something too. I had the worst story ever, and i looked completely fine, i cant believe my parens believed me. But hey i got to sleep till 12 and i dont feel bad about it at all. Im also hearing all this shit about leah faletti getting in a car accident or something. wow that sucks, it just goes to show u dont drink and drive, especially if ur gonna get in an accident. that sucks tho, i hope everything turns out ok.

wow i havent updated in a while, and this just feels kinda awkward. Ive been on myspace a lot more. lifes been goin good lately, i dno why it just is. Forensics is goin well, tournament tomorrow, me and zac are gonna take 1st! Then im goin to kevin js house after that. And if im lucky im gonna try and get him to go to brads with me. cause brad is a chink, and according to niessen and gage, im a jew. I still dont get it. there is no resemblence:
i dont look a thing like that. Not to say that all jews look like this or that jews are bad either. Why is this such a common insult?

well have a good weekend. i kno i will. peace

PAINT_THE SKY_BLACK
J_IX

 
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Say whats on ur mind.   
01:30am 04/03/2005
 
mood: tired
music: montel-i had sex w/ ur mom music
Hey,
Good evening. Its like 130 am. And im hangin out at dan millers house w/ boyle and dan. We have crew tomorrow to go to so thats whats going on. We are thinking about pulling an all nighter, but i dont kno how long we will last. I had to stay after school today and set up for the auction. Then me and carter had to stay for forensics practice. Its getting annoying but, whatever. Then i went to crew, did a little work not too much, i saw schopin(?) there tonight and said hey to him. Then we went to Ashleys house and played Poker, I took all the hands but one :) and then we played euchre(I won, me and ashley were the power team!) Then we headed back over here and we shot dans air soft gun in his basement. Its been a great day, i wanted to go to the movies w/ mc and rice, but couldnt, and i also wanted to go to lauras house and hang out too, but that didnt go so well either. Hopefully i can hang out with each of them a lot later this break. Well we r gonna go to bed. Get some sleep!
Take it easy,
J_IX
 
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When it rains i can see your face   
09:24pm 02/03/2005
 
mood: amused
music: Jack Johnson-Flake

justinCASE410: im gonna try and hide from the king tomorrow
Punkulatron: wear a mask
Punkulatron: and talk in an accent
justinCASE410: ok ill be a french guy called 'Jacque
justinCASE410: and ill wear a moustache

YAAAA, todays been quite a day. We went to reconciliation and ten minutes after we left, I already started sinning. I still haven't done my pennance yet. Not like im proud of that either. So ya todays been a pretty crazy day. Tar called us in for Forensics today at 8 oclock. So I just got home and I havent done much. I never had dinner, so im eating some tots right now. Ive been to McDonalds twice too. Im gonna look just like my dad when i grow up, big, fat, and gray, but still have a good sense of humor. Today on the ride home gage pointed out some little old man driving a green car who had a mole the size of texas. Now, i didnt get a look at him, but as far as i hear he was pretty gross. I dont even kno why i bother typing this, i guess im just eating up space. yup thats is! That whole convo between my and ben was about how I skipped kingsmith 8th hour, and i was gonna try and not get caught. I guess i was the only one in my class that didnt show up. OH well.
well, i just felt like writing today. Writing a little nonsense from my life.
have a good one!
urs truly,
J_IX

<POLICIA!

o ya i got a my space at this address:
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/19957747

 
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Just let the silence overpower u...   
03:30pm 01/03/2005
 
mood: good
music: AFI-Dancing through Sunday
Hey,
todays been a funny day. I woke up to get ready to go to school and my dad like fucking broke down my door and starts yelling "Son, son i dont think u will be having to go to school today!" Homie is a funy guy. Ya i call my dad homie he doesnt care. It kinda started when he called Kevin J homie cause he was trying to be "gangsta". Anyways back to the main topic, school was cancelled today. So after my dad broke my door down "exageration" and put it back on the hinges "more exageration" i went back to sleep and woke up around 1215. Then i did nothing. And im still doing nothing. Im goin to my friend adams later today tho, so that should be cool. Forensics showcase is cancelled tonight! Im actually kind of thankful, cause i didnt want to go anyway. Ive been waiting for a snowday for awhile. It feels like we just had one, but what the hell, ill take as many as i can get. So this means there are only 2 more days this week. O ya im also getting my new guitar project rollin with Zac Carter. Its gonna cost around 700 dollars, so any donations are accepted. And with any 20 dollar donation ill give a special gift to u! ill come to ur next birthday party, barmitspha(how the fuck do u spell that?!?!?!?) and i will dance and sing for u, and maybe do some magic tricks. That will cost extra tho.
Aight Im out.
From all of us here "go fuck urselves San Diego!"
Short and Sincere,
J_IX
 
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Pick and choose sit and lose...   
10:58pm 26/02/2005
 
mood: tired/questioning life
music: MCR-Helena

Hi,

Ya. Hows everything going? This is turning out to be a terrible weekend for me, it tied w/ prolly one other week i can think of for worst weekend ever. I cant even say weekend, this whole week has sucked terribly. Ive been bombed w/ hw lately ive got more reports due this week than i can say i have ever had. And im doing terrible with grades right now. So ive gotta pull them up, or i can see AP coming. 4N6 has sucked. I went to a comp today and i was the only one not competing because our part isnt ready yet. We did good tho none the less. The dance was fun, i had a great time, but my plans didnt go thru as well as i thought they would. I was just expecting a little more to happen. I had a great time tho, Kat Laura Mar Karen they all looked great, Kathryn made that one of the best dances that ive ever been to, and im still so happy she even thought to ask me. and Laura v really knos how to throw a party.

I woke up early this morning for forensics and when i woke up i just had to write something down that was standing in my mind. Heres what i got: Ive gotta stop falling victim of this trap. Thinking that everything would be ok, and work out for the best in the end. Because even tho the outcome looks promising, the enigma of my life is truly unavoidable.

So im tired. Gonna get some shut eye. Thanks for being everything that u are.

So Long and goodnight....

J_IX

the answer is no im not becoming emo.

 
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_fulfil the URGE and take the PLUNGE_   
10:19pm 21/02/2005
 
mood: tired
music: MCR-Helena
hey hows everything going? ME? im tired. Wiped to be exact. Its been a longer day then it may sound. Because of all that fucking snow last night my plane got delayed about 5 times and i didnt make it home till 130. So i didnt come to school today and i slept till 12. but im not bragging or anything because even tho i didnt go to school, i was stuch here working my ass off. Ive been running around everywhere. Life has just been hectic. But isnt that the was it goes? Today i got the oppertunity to read that kurt cobain book, which has all his journal entrys in it and stuff. It was so awesome just to be able to follow what he was thinking from the time of the early band, up till his death. The suicide letters were in there and everything and it was really interesting just to see what was goin thru the mind of a rock genius. Well not much time to write, im in a rush here to go up study a little and then go to bed so i can be fresh for school. Cya in the morning, im NOT a morning person, and tomorrows gonna be like a monday for me. So if im upset, just give me time to blow it off. There are so many people that i just feel like saying hey to and i feel bad that i have to wait till tomorrow, and for some even later. But o well! Peace, whats the worst that i can say? things are better if i stay. SO LONG and good night, SO LONG and good night... paint the sky___BLACK___ J_IX
 
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UR eating away at my every thought...   
08:55am 15/02/2005
 
mood: energetic
music: Rancid-The 11th hour
Hey guys, girls, dudes, amigos, uhhhh homies(ya i went there that time:)


whats up. Things are going pretty well for me. Today we r in St. Maartin(i think thats how u spell it). Any who we are planning on going to the beach today and going shopping on the strip. Im in a bathing suit right now, and it seems maybe too hot for that. I may have to just walk around commando to fell comfotable in these temperatures. LOL. Nah that would be more torture on everyone else then it would on me. Well im still stealing the internet on this boat here. Cause if i actually paid this one session would already be up to about 50 bucks. THATS SHIT!


Yesterday was ok. It was kind of a rainy day. WE went to Puerto Rico, and went to the beaches there. There were waves that were really really tall. They told us that the water was unsafe to swim in but we did it anyway. This little dude we were hanging with almost got washed away with the tide. Then after the beach we went to Senor Frogs. I didnt get anything but it was a cool trip. Then after that we went and got coffee and got back on the ship. Im still sitting here waiting to go to St. Maartin. But all the old people on this ship are so damn slow. O ya last night i got real sea sick cause the boat was moving around so much. Its alright now tho. I wish i didnt get sick tho, cause our waiter at dinner, Yatin was going to put on a magic show, and then after that they had a chocolate buffet. Damn these sea sick. O ya and Puerto Rico i even spoke some Spanish to make Mrs. Polo happy. `Gracias Bitch!' WEll im gonna go and see where we are for today. And i dont really want to be caught by the feds for being online so much and not paying.


Peace guys, see ya when i get home


Ur dawg(ALI)


J_IX


P.S. Shout outs to the cool kids on this boat=Steve, Brit, Jake, Cristin, erin, Amanda, Noah, and a couple other people.
 
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Stranded in Paradise   
11:55am 11/02/2005
 
mood: ecstatic
music: Some kinda Bob Marley stuff

Hey,

yup the time is finally here im going away for a long LONG time and nothin is stopping me. 9 days out of this shit hole. Yeah and i would be bringing laura and kat and karen and all these other people, except i dont think i have a big enough suitcase. If i was lucky i could probably just fit laura :). So ya this is gonna be tight. Hey i wanna wish Zac Carter some luck, this week he is going to be doing an impromptu at the next forensics tourney. Go support him, and tell him that hes going  to kick some serious ass.

Hey well thats all Ive really got to say. Im out. Keep warm. HA! JK but have a good time and ill tty when i get back.
YO MOMMA!

J_IX

<what a crazy kid!

 
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dont let me spoil ur good time...   
10:37pm 08/02/2005
 
mood: good
music: Gob-Give up the Grudge

Hey,

 hows it going. Is life treating u good or like a kick in the ass? Right now its a little of each. But for the most part i can deal with it. Today was a pretty fun day. Ive been doing forensics shit for this entire day tho and im getting sick of it, and tomorrow i get to go back an do it again. Hooray for me! Me and Carter seem to get shot down w/ every thing that we r turning in but this time is looking fool proof. THe teacher suggested it, we looked it over and said ok. Its from some movie in the 80's w/ danny devito(Corpo) and Arnold Schartensometing or another(me) Its called twins. Hopefully it works out, cause im sick of looking up scripts. Today I flashed someone and got beads, they are in my room! It was prolly a pretty gross sight for them but hey what can i say, Those beads never looked so good. On the way home we tried to establish a carpool trip to dairy mart, over by carters house, but mrs. gage didnt feel like stopping. Yup and ive got soo much to do this week. Ive gotta take all of my Friday and Thurday tests and quizes on thursday, because im going away on friday. So ive really been studying alot. Hey well im gonna go do that thing called studying now. So leave one here. Say hey do something.

 PEACE (and a bitchslap, karen:) J_IX

<isnt that the truth

<whats the buzz tell me whats a happenin? Anyone in Igoe knows that this movie sucks.

<BIG RED

this is the last one i swear....

 
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Eyes wide shut   
02:40pm 06/02/2005
 
mood: cheerful
music: Rise Against-State of the Union

G'day!

this feels kinda funny. I havent updated in a while. But o well nows a better time then any. This weekends been pretty cool. Dance Friday night. We didnt raise that much money for the team but o well it wasnt that great of a dance anyway. Not until the end anyway, It really picked up in the last hour. We got gage and ever breakdancing and those huge dance circles were forming up. It was more then amazing. It would have been better if kat, tim, and laura were there, my new best friends. Fiel also played some techno and some other good music towards the end which made the dance a hell of a lot better. I had to work coatcheck there too which was probably the gayest job ever. I worked it right in the middle when nobody was coming in, and nobody could leave. So i didnt see more then 2 people in an hour. But it was cool, I sat there and listened to the dell pod for a while. Ben came by, and so did this hot freshman from Noter Dame Prep. She liked the classic kind of music like Ben does, and we just kinda say and chilled for a while and talked. I also took coathangers and tryed to see how many i could fit in my pants. O ya speaking of things in my pants, karen kept trying to take my hat, so i ran into a corner in the gym shoved it in there and ran for a little while until she stopped chasing my around.

Saturday was tight. Just kind of hung out at tims house on saturday. We started off w/ band practice. We have evan and hot damn is he amazing. Its like having another brandi. Hes basically good at everything, he could be a one man band easily. But we got some work done in about an hour and a half. We started another new song, so we have about 5 of our own, and a bunch of covers. We are starting to be a realy band which is pretty cool. Cause in the other bands ive been in we worked on maybe one song and then broke up. So this is working out well.Then after that I came home, took a shower got my xbox and went back to tims and we played halo and watched anchorman. It was a great night!

And now here it is sunday. Im going to gages a little later today to watch the game and hang out. And sometime today im gonna have to study my bio cause i have a test on moday. If it looks like im not gonna be ready ill just play sick and study monday, which is prolly what ill end up doing anyway. Schools goin really well right now. SO is my life outside of school. My home life is alright right now, but i kno it will crash again soon sometime in the future. But thats life. Im goin on my cruise on friday and i cant wait for that. And then i heard that kats sister is prolly going on the same one which kinda surprised me. Dont worry ill buy u something, and everyoen else ill bring back a shell or something. Im gonna speak spanish in Puerto Rico and tell a bunch of spanish people to go fuck themselves, Its gonna be awesome.
Well im out, gotta get ready for gages, Have a pleasent weekend, god bless, and uhhhh, thanks for stopping by.
l8er
J_IX

 
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Taking the time, to make this rhyme   
08:44pm 01/02/2005
 
mood: okay
music: Smashing Pumpkins-1979
Hey,
whats goin on? Im doin good. I missed band practice today, because i had to study. Its a pain in the ass. We are gonna try out for the tsunami relief fund, but when we dont have the time to put the last finishing touches on our songs right now. We have enough done to try out and everything, but we need to tweak them a little bit. And we have our new base Evan incase anyone didnt know. This kid is good at every musical instrument. So thats going well. Today was actually a pretty good day. Nate Snyder sang Like a virgin at lunch, and Demmer sang some other song that made him look funny. lol Demmer u got some balls tho, I wouldnt do that. I didnt get to hang out with anyone after school today tho. We had forensics pics and stuff today and that took a little time. O ya i also had to do a live announcements for our dance this friday. Ive only got one thing to say about that. I kno that it looks like its gonna be gay because of the music. But we wont be only playing old music, u choose it, so if u wanted u could just choose all new music if u wanted. So if ur makin plans somewhere else, move the party to DC this friday, come support our team, and u will have a good time. I will be working the coat check room at like 940 or sumthing, so plan on coming to say hey to me, cause god knows thats gonna suck. Today in the carpool we drove corpo home, and then tim came to my house, but didnt get to stay. But we did do another chiniese fire drill today. The people behind us just stared at us like we were retards, we were out there for almost 2 minutes. So they were prolly pretty pissed. Or maybe they just thought it was funny, i dont really kno.
heres something new that i was thinkin bout in history class a couple of weeks ago:
Ur squeezing my throat softly, but seriously. and ur searching for an answer that I dont conceal. As i lay on this mattress of broken needles, my shattered hopes dreams and desires burden my every thought, but keep me aware that there is always another option in sight. Lifes clammy hang grasping my supple neck rustles my nerves and shakes me out of the mystagogia that ive been living. As i open my eyes for the first time, and i see the world as nothing more then a single flake of dust on the window sil of all eternity. Then I am tremored to the right as i come out of this life-less state, I can see the creator of all my experiences leaning and breathing above me. As my eyes slit open more, I can see the colors that PAINT this DYING MIDNIGHT SKY. The reds and purples combine to form an illusion that i cannot recognize. The illusion of the feelings i felt for u...

i dno its thats more of a poem then a song. Look what comes to ur head in a boreing first hour class. Well im out. It just so happens that i have to go and study for that boreing first hour class.
Ive always got something long and boreing to write,
J_IX
 
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I feel so alive...   
02:13pm 28/01/2005
 
mood: content
music: Noting right now, the air is silent
Hey,
Im having a pretty good day today. Big Micah just went on back to wherever he came from. And im still sitting here. Its been an excellent weekend. Ive never had soo much sleep. And i cant wait to get more tonight:) I came on and i was happy to see how many people actually comment on this thing. Its unbelievable. Thx guys ur the shit. But for some reason none of them want to post. And im also happy to report that im not getting any hate mail. So thats a good sign. Im not too hated. But seriously whoever is doing that stuff should just stop, thats not cool. And they are too pussy to even say who they are. Grow some balls kid!

Well Im not doin much this weekend. I have forensics on saturday. We r going to kill andover. They dont stand a chance when me and carter are doing fight club. We will take awards everywhere, and it will be great. But ya call if u wanna hang out and im sure that we can make arrangements. I know that life is taking a step for the better. Except for the whole female zone, thats somehting i would rather not discuss. O ya congrats to tim and laura, tim ur a lucky man, laura ur a lucky girl, tim dont do nething until we talk! lol. Aight well im gonna kick it, Im goin to taco bell then to band practice.
Keep it classy San Diego <Anchorman=great movie) J_IX P.S. Remember in Anchorman during that fight when Brick is walking around with the hand grendade and pointing it at people? that was great. And then he killed the guy on the horse with the trident.
 
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Paint the sky black...   
08:28pm 26/01/2005
 
mood: I'm Ok today
music: Rise Against- Life Less Frightening
Yup ya hi,
Today has been a very good day. compared to the other days this week anyway. I still cant stand my parents, but hey im out in a couple of years and then they are someone elses problem. If they keep acting the way they are now im gonna end up putting them in an old folks home when that time comes. So they better start being better.

Today has been pretty good because I didnt get much homework, and school got cancelled for the rest of the week because everyone is sick. I never get sick anymore, I think i grew out of that. O ya and on the plus side i saw patrick joyce on tv today and i laughed for a good ten minutes or so until it really wasnt funny anyymore. Today at lunch we tried to take his diet pop and put cookie in it and stuff. But then we remembered he was diabetic and we didnt want to end up killing him. O ya and niessen got a piece of cheese in steven's drink. He never noticed cause hes on acid. And then gordon and smyth both got told to get their hair cut by herman today, and i just sat there and stared at him and he didnt say shit. I thought that was pretty funny, but i dont think they did. Today sucked tho because even tho herman didnt tell me to get my haircut, my mom did. And I told her to only take a little off. The fuckin lady shaved me like im going into the millitary or sumthing. I look like a fucking jew.

Well this weekend i got forensics, and im planning on seein kat, tim , laura, laura, mike, nick, kevin....ya u see how many friends i got? not many. U make some and u lose more.

Well i hope this good mood lasts.
peace
J_IX

justinCASE410: i just got back from the haircut place and now i look like a jew, whats new with u?
 
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I broke my back on reality...   
11:24pm 23/01/2005
 
mood: crappy
music: RUFiO-Angel Above Me
Hi,
i hope everything is going ok. Im turning out to be having a terrible weekend right now. I wasnt even planning in writing in this thing today but ive just been feeling so cruddy that ive really got no other choice but to do this. I dunno why but this thing is a lifesaver for me. Just being able to let my thoughts bleed away is relief enough. I cant talk about everything that goes on for me, but i can get the majority of stuff off of my chest.

This entire weekend Ive been at this deal called rainbow. So ive missed stage crew even more and i have homeowrk and crap and its getting out of control. At this thing last year it was a blast, but this year it just want the same. The fucking people wont let u do nething. They keep stressing that u are teenagers, but yet they treat u like 5 year olds. And it was boreing as hell too. I had to hear these people talk about how they attempted suicide and stuff, and it just depressed me. I came home today and right when i got into the car i just got a shit load of stuff brought down on me. "why arent u doing good in school?" "u are spending too much time with friends and school should be u first priority." And they always give me shit about doing chores and stuff too, and i swear to god i am starting to lose my grip here. They tell me that i am never doing enough, and when i do what they say they still get pissed because they say that I need to volunteer and step up to do more around here. Im fucking sick of their nagging. And my mom always thinks im smart mouthing her when im not. Cause if i was i could bring her to tears easilly. Not to say that i wanna do that to her either. I just want her to leave me alone. My life is basically starting to look like its falling down right in front of my eyes. Y does everything have to change so much lately? And im starting to rethink all these girls and everything. It doesnt seem like anyone who i like likes me back. I think im going to be a sad alone guy forever. I have no future to look forard to. Ive got this cruise coming up in a couple of weeks, but it will only last for so long and then it will be over, and ill be thrown back out into the normal world. I hate having to act and think this way, but its even worse for me to have to sit and hear other peoples problems. I like to help and everything, but knowing that someone else is in pain hurts me inside terribly. And why would father john cancel Sadies? And Im sick of having to hide from mr. herman because of my hair. Theres nothing wrong with it, it sill looks very respectable. I would rather rip out all of my hair right now by hand then ever have it cut like his.

Im just lucky to have someone looking out for me. My angel above me.
I cant look at this screen anymore, Im goin to bed, I hope tomorrow will be a better day, cause if not its gonna be a long LONG week.
My sight is starting to dim out
keep in touch with me.
J_IX
 
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and they found u on the bathroom floor...   
09:15pm 21/01/2005
 
mood: blank
music: Unwritten Law-Sound Siren
Hey, Happy birthday sister!
TGIF right? hell yes! Im tired as hell but Im ready for this weekend more then ever. Today i had about 5 quizes, and my dad didnt pick me up until like 2 hours afters school got out. So we all sat there(all of us being me gage niessen micah big v and cain) We talked about whatever. Played hacky sack with a can, and just had a goofy afternoon. Im pretty tired. I went to blockbuster and bought anchorman today, great movie! I remember when we saw that at kathryns and the girls were all worried when jack black punted his dog off the bridge. Lol it was just a dog guys! and u knew he would come back neways.

This weekends going to be amazing. We have an extended one so we have monday off. Im goin to this thing called storm on saturday then comin home to get ready for the dance. (especially for u kat;) ) then we r goin to dinner somewhere in dearborn. Then off we go. Im praying that we dont get all that snow. If that ends up happening im not gonna be happy. Then sunday i go back to that conference and come home and have band practice and stuff. Then monday people may comeover and hang out and shit.

Well im tired i gotta go to bed early tonight.
keep it classy...
your beholder,
J_IX

RebelPyro0600: would u rather me call you UGLY CRETINS?
justinCASE410: yes
justinCASE410: that would be goth
RebelPyro0600: ahahha
RebelPyro0600: how jewish
 
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Short, Sweet, and Stupid   
09:55pm 19/01/2005
 
mood: tired
music: Unwritten Law-Seein Red
Hey,
happy wednesday, if u can call wednesdays happy. They suck. This ones not to bad tho. Its my bday. Ive been 16 for.....3 minutes now. UNBLIEVABLE. I feel so much different. Life just seems so much more willing to give me what i want.

I can see the world soo much differently now thru the eyes of a 16 year old boy? man? young man? whatever u r considered at 16. Still a punk ass kid no doubt.

Ya so i came into school today late, and i saw my locker, and it was covered from top to bottom left to right w/ paper and signs and everything. Im gonna save all that stuff. thx laura and kat:) u made the start to my day a WHOLE lot brighter. There was actually a lot of good stuff that happened today. I got to go to famous daves for dinner. And those were some tasty ribs. If u ever get the chance to go there, i highly reccomend it. Dine and dash it or sumthin. O ya! today at lunch me and shawn got yelled at by herman for having our hair too long. Mine is really long and shawn's really isnt that bad. but he told us that we would have to clean trays for the lunch ladys. So we got out of that by going in the back and messing w/ the freshman. That one fat one that Jack hates a lot. Eric kept trying to feed him cake and cracker jack and stuff. It was funny. In the end of it all we never got caught. And thats good.

Probably the best part of my day today was when niessen jumped out of a moving vehicle. He seriously did. We were on my street, goin about 20 and he opens up the door and jumps out, then he had to run about 2 blocks to get to my house. People were just staring at him like he was the biggest retard on the planet. It was great. Thak kid is a maniac.

Well im gonna go. I got some studying to do. we will be in touch. happy bday corpo. I cant wait for sadies kat!:)
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J_IX
 
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and they say it will make sense...   
10:45pm 17/01/2005
 
mood: sleepy
music: Killswitch Engage-Take this Oath
HI HOOO!
wats up? todays been a pretty good day. Its been a pretty good start to a week. I wasnt really plannin on coming to school today, cause we were like the only school i knew of who had to come. I felt like faking sick today but i didnt stick with it for long enough and my mom made me show up today. School really wasnt much of a pain in the ass today. Had a history test today. I dont kno exactly how that went. I prolly failed it but o well thats life.

I had forensics tourney this weekend and that went ok. it was long but fun. I dont think i could stand doing that every weekend, but once in a while is ok. I cant wait to get this script going that me and carter are working on. We are going to do fight club, and Im going to be Brad Pit and he will be the other guy. Its gonna be pretty sweet. Be sure to come and see us. 4N6 '05 is gonna be awesome. U better watch out Annappolis. U bay have taken all the trophies last time, but u havent gone up against the workings of Carter and J_IX yet. ur gonna fall big time. We took third in our division neway and that was pretty cool. I also got to see Steph from spring hill there. And she stole my hat. Im gonna need that back! u can Fed EX it to me or sumthin.

After all those shannanigans<(is that even right?) we went to marthas and it was one of the best partys ever. We went sledding at like 11 at night in her neighbors backyard. i dont think they were home, but if they were then that may have been trouble. Francis went right into the creek and got wet. It was funny. Dave went down without a shirt on and froze his ass off. Dave, try not to lose anymore bets. Happy birthday Mar and Kar.

Speaking of birthdays mine is on wednesday. Im pretty psyched. Im getting a dell ipod and that can hold a lot of music. I cant wait for it to come. Happy birthday to mr. carter who also has the same bday as me. Sry i couldnt have a party. I tried but my parents really dont let me have people over that much. Im sry but ill make it up to u. we can get together sometime and have a nice quiet meal sumtime.

O ya today i got a bunch of brownies from kathryn. They were soooo good and i ate them all today. She is quite a chef. ur the best lyl.

Well its past my curfew/bedtime/recharging time.
ill update soon. Enjoy whats left of ur Monday, and have a splendid tuesday.
This is Justin Ickes.....SIgning off. "G'night bitches!"
 
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Hanging my hopes and dreams out to dry   
04:33pm 13/01/2005
 
mood: happy
music: Rise Against-Life Less Frightening
Hey,
Wow! i have enjoyed my day today. Its been great. And i enjoyed it yesterday too. Wow Kathryn u are amazing, thanks so much for asking me to Sadies. U made my entire year awesome, and its still only January, ive still got a lot of 2005 to go thru. Its gonna be great and we r gonna have a great time. Ive got my schedule all wrapped up right now too. Friday: suffer the tests, have band practice rent some movies hang out with whoever is around, call if u wanna hang:) Saturday:gay forensics thing that i gotta wake up at like 5 for. Its gonna be a waste of time but o well. then afterwards gonna go to marthas house for some partying and whatever else is going on there, i really have no idea. Sunday:Nothing, so call me. Im always available, most the time anyway. Wow im feeling great nothin can make me feel any worse. So Fuck u Herman, u cant break me down.
o ya check this out:

Which Family Guy character are you?

So there. ummm. Gotaa go i guess congrats to tim. Ur a lucky man,,, but i am 2. WHoa i never thought i was gonna even get asked to that dance, but then i did by Kat, i thought i was a bit out of that league. And we get to go to olive garden. yay for breadsticks, those things kick ass. Have a good weekend. i kno i will.
Take care of urselves sexy children<(lol laura v, what are u smoking lol)
J_IX
p.s. gage remember chode, lmao
 
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